My mission, should I decide to accept it (and of course I have, because I’m here), is to endeavor to understand the world I live in, which is of course utterly impossible. But through that very selfish view, the ambition is that you, the viewer, see something of the world that is meaningful to you.
Be that through my interpretation of Princess Leia, or a log in the water, or a bridge built centuries before, the idea is that once in a while (hopefully) something I’ve done rings true for you in some tiny way. A face that represents something for you, be it a story or a memory. A texture you’d like to feel one day.
Most of the time I fail, but I’m okay with that, because each failure represents a lesson, and some of those lessons have to be learned, once and again.
Obviously it’s Friday and my brain is mush (lol) but I felt the need to share that. Being a creative type (run, run while you can!), is both devastating and exciting. The first because, cliché as it sounds, some situations and feelings are more intense and disturbing than they should be (took me forever to learn that), and they can very easily derail the mind and just mire one in awfulness. The second because I’m lucky enough to have an outlet for all that, though I’m still learning, whereas some people haven’t found their “thing” to help them figure life out. I’d probably be an alcoholic if I couldn’t sketch and paint. On a practical level, the business end of being an artist balances the “floofy” part nicely. Overwhelming on occasion, it nonetheless presents very valid reasons to get those feet back on the ground and realize that other people are usually pretty darn nice.
Honestly, when life gets to you, drag out some paper. Doodle, write, through some paint down! Journal your way through life with a small sketch book that you can keep only for yourself if you don’t wish to show it. Those drawings and sketches could be amazing or primitive – it doesn’t matter! They will contain something no technology can ever offer – the world through YOUR own eyes. They will trigger emotional memories to share with people you care about, that a photo, while wonderful, might not catch. Something to think about. 🙂
Below are some of my latest pieces: